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Thursday, October 30, 2008

Gonna Speak all over the place today

I think the weather has been really bad

Yesterday, the scorching sun sent down heat rays which penetrated deep into the layers of my skin

I felt my cells drying ff at tt instant

How the Mindblowing heat can cause real painess in me

Yah, physical painess

On the other hand, when I boarded the Bus to school today

Freak

The bus was like at the peak of Mt.Fuji

The feeling of chucking as shoving you into the freezer

You can see the window panes crystallising luhs

hmm, abit too exaggerated here

they cant crystalise

What I meant was the internal coldness caused water droplets or ice droplets to condense outside the panes.

You cant even get to see the road outside

Cos the coldness mist the whole screen

Everyone around sat still as a rock with their arms folded across each other

It did applied to me as well

I can still feel the shivering of my spine

Yes, so its easy to fall sick with this kinda exposure.

With still tons of work to do, Its a bonus to have gone home early today

Lessons ended at 1pm

And there was no FYP

Went home

Nap

Having an hour of nap, was lik heavenly

You will only get to have it like 1 year once kind of thing

I've always assume polys function the same way as secondary when I was in sec school

But, never did I expect myself to be slogging my bones out 2 years back

There will be no days that you can fully relax and take a stop to look at the world

So, continuing from my nap

I went out with angel

She wanted to get her contact lenses

So I recommended her to my uncle

;)

Nice lovey small talks and walks

Seeing her indulging with all the stuuffs

Makes me feel so happy for her

From getting her lenses

Comes hair spray

Comes hair essence

Comes Mphosis cardigan

A wanna babe

All the pampering does good for your soul

LOL

Checking out on my visitors counter

The number of views have hit 20,000

From last year Feb - this year Oct

Which is

Let me count

20 Months

I receive 20,000 views

So on an average

I got at least a 1000 views per month

One month = 30 days

1000 views = 30 days

Which means there is a consistent number of 34 views Per day

Not Bad!

Loyal readers.

I seriously dont even know who is reading

Cos I never even bother to check

Hahas.

Aniway I wont I guess

Unless something happens to my property

If not, Do feel free to pop by

Actually my blog only caters to those who love me [ ;) ]

If you are not, I suggest You better chose not to read my entries

Cos there s no point for you to know it anyway.

;]

Bleahs, TMR is a FRIDAY

the botak man is coming back again!

Shall have a nice dinner together tmr night!

-Sign Off @ 11:45 PM :)

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Its down to the weekends.

And monday is a public holiday.

hmms.

So, the bf only books into camp on monday night instead of sun.

Friday, friday , friday.

I've a surprise waiting for him to unwrap

But, the kpo him due to early dismissal

Sat at home and viewed my entry

according to him

sad case.

boo.

Plus he said tt his parents wun be at home till 7 plus.

there goes another surprise for em which i specially wanted to bus-ed down to pass it

;(

Nevertheless

After class, I still did russh back home

to pack my jellies into containers

decorated em before presenting it to my botak man

And because we had to catch High School Musical 3 which I've already advance booked for the both of us at vivo

9pm show.

So, i reached home at 6.10

Prepared everything by 6.30

The botak man also reached my house aound 6.30

"surprise" him

yea , although he already knew

He was super dupper happy still lehs kays

Cos I seldom do such suuffs

Guilty eh.

By den , had a bath.

Changed into pretty clothes

Do my make-up

and left home at 7.30

Vivo by 8.10

QUickly settled down for our dinner

and phew just in time for the show.

Equals to no shopping time for me

bleahs

The bf enjoyed the musical

he loves all the songs

Cos I was like concentrating more on his facial expression rather than the show itself

LOL.

good enuff, we can continue to watch HIGH SCHOOL musical 2

Tmr , ch 5 @6.45 pm

This was saturday

uber glad tt he doesnt have wushu anymore

den we can spent the whole morning tgt

I picked up a earring from my chest of accessories

those tt doesnt require you to have earholes to wear em kind

Den I helpd stucked it onto one of the bf's earlobes

Wahaha

Cheeky

Looked damn gayish

So, I forced him into taking photos with me!

Cute mahs

cos today we are going over to my grandma's place for dinner

Pardon me for not linking sentences up smoothly

Sudden feel of randomness

I think bcos its late

My brain isint functioning

All of the juices went out to my report just now

My hands just couldnt stop finding its way through all the alphabets here

I heart his no-hair head

It seemed to looked more fragile and soft to me.

Hehe

So i always stroke his head now instead of hammering em

This mrng I commented tt his head is as small as a grapeseed

Know what he replied

He said mine is as fantastic big as a watermelon

and he laughed his way off

LOL

yea luhs

Small head wins the big head

WE have both supermans in the house.

where is the catwoman den

Nah, we are the wonderwomens

And tts my childhood toy.

A victorian playdoll house.

Now passing it on to my cutesy small cousins.

-Sign Off @ 12:05 AM :)

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

I'm preparing a surprise for the botak man

The boyfriend!

Anticipating Friday

Where I can give him my Jellies!

Different shades and sizes!

I've already made extra for his family too.

Hehs.

Boo.

I know I have existing 4 reports which have yet to be done

here I am using my time away making jellies

Making 2 trips down to the fairprice and even caughting myself in the rain

How fullfilling isisnt it?

So, I am planning to hop to his house door on friday night

Before heading out together to catch a nice movie?

High School Musical 3!

I've been a slacker these few days

I feel mentally and physically worned off

I am tired

From everything

I just wanna lie on bed

for a couple of days

Before , gathering back all the energy that I used to have last semester

The worst day of my life strucked me this monday which is 20 october

A nightmare

TT may remain in me for the many years to come

But, I am so glad tt everything is settled

So tt I could Sleep tonight

No more Sleepless nights for me anymore

No more Fear

No more tears

No more heartaches

No more trauma

You know what?

when I was so down yesterday night

I received god's calling

I was so lost

I didnt know what I could do to help myself outta the plight

So the thought of yufen and eliza came across my mind

The words that says : ' If u are lost , turn to god for help"

He will be the one who will provide you with the answers

And god was forever faithful

After my prayer, God spoke to me through people

It was through daniel and angel

My hp beeped

I checked

It was daniel

It was his msg

It read something like " god will never put me into a situation, that he feels that I cannot handle or overcome em"

The phrase somehow hitted me really hard

at tt point of time

But , what made it really impactful was that minutes later

Hp beeped again

I checked

It was angel

Her msgs read EXACTLY the same words!

The things is tt

They are not christians!

there I knew , god was talking to me.

He knows that I need him

;)

Praise the lord!

It gave me confidence

and bravo

Things have settled peacefully today!

and thanks to those who have supported me and encouraging me and believing in me for the whole thing!

abigail is thankful.

Smiles!

apart from that, went out with emi, min and hou today.

just a small dinner and yep yapping away.

Thanks for the treat.

yea, they gonna pangseh me next week for highschmusical

since i am watching it with the boyfriend

LOL.

-Sign Off @ 10:43 PM :)

Saturday, October 18, 2008

I've forgotten how I spent my Mon-Thurs.

All I rmbered was going to school, rushing with projects, struggling with the mental torture of 4 reports on hand, skipping my lunch. Actually the reason was tt there was no time for em.

What else.

Awaiting for the arrival of friday.

Having a pen in mind crossing and eliminating out the days tt went by.

Hmms.

So , the fresh ting tt is occupying my mind now is..

How I spent my day yday.

Arrived at the lab at 10.30am

Started dealing with the never ending pain

Till 3pm

No toilet breaks, No time for a munch, No time ffor even a sip

Running around with gloves

Pathetic

Have to even run for my next class

Was even late for 10 minutes

Den had my class from 3-5pm

Off me n dan went to meet our deares STEPHHY MUMMY!

I always miss her. Hehs

Met up at Jurong Point

Cos we needed to attend EDGE meeting!

Appreciated tt all of you spare the effort coming down

Hope tt u've enjoyed yourselves in the presence of GOD

We had jacelyn Tay there too

we were expecting EDGE to end at 8pm

But , whoohoo It started from 6.30, and lasted till 10PM!

I was duper hungry

And almost fainted when I was giving praise to the Lord

Hmms

Cos I only managed to survive with one small piece of mr bean pancake.

Throughout the day

From 9am-10PM!

So we decided to have our dinner at the coffeeshop with E308

Till 11pm

Lazy to take the train

Four of us cabbed down to TAnjong Pagar

For ebar

BUt , BUT!

Dunno why.

Out of impulse decision

We've decided to change our BAR trip To a CLUBBING trip!

eh HEHS!

It was stepphy mummy and my VIRGIN trip to a club!

Hmms.

I was suppose to meet the bf up , cos he've just book outta camp after freaking 10 long days!

So, I dialled his number and invited him down tooo

;)

SO there were 5 of us altogether.

2 guests of honour whose name cant be revealed.

Me, daniel, and stephhy.

And the frequent clubber ( Dan ) brought us down to the club named PLAY.

Entrance Fee $15.

Hmms, what we did?

PLAY , DRINK and DANCE?

Is clubbing Addictive?

Reached home @ 2.30am

Tugged into bed @ 3.30am

Fell asleep @ 4.00am

Our DEar Jacelyn Tay

who is a member of the church too

-Sign Off @ 9:35 PM :)

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Its only the Fifth day.

Sigh.

Next friday seemed to be years later.

Weekdays had been enriching for me at least.

Thanks Dan for the sandwich.

Emi for the pack of cranberries.

Min half sister for the 2 nice biscuits.

Angel for the set of clothing.

Hou for the anderson treat.

Dan for the DIn tai Fung and Swensons treat as well.

;)

Did I left out aniting?

oh Yeah , Lastly to my cousin Nini for the Jacket from taiwan.

I love em all.

Sch's reopening next monday.

Boring. Boo.

Lessons are irritating. Same goes for FYP.

I got serious school blues.

Its a kind of sickness deep within.

Where u loathe school the very first week , always wanting to forgo em at any cost

But soon , when you reach the third day everything will settled nicely by themselves.

It always happens.

TO me at least.

I'm currently stuck with a chunk of unwanted ******

Victims we really are.

How are we able to **** em out.

what more being a science student

I know nuts about business.

Save me.

I feel like I am dieting every single minute

Even shimin says she is used to my nonsense.

LOL.

Yea, it's my new tube dress.

Do you think I need to buy a book record for my expenses?

-Sign Off @ 9:50 PM :)

Monday, October 06, 2008

This is going to be a significant Post!

BCOS

My Deares is enlisting into the Police Academy tmr!

at 8AM!!

It set my heart wavering since last week
I felt a sudden detachment
Never did I really feel the stench of still air, a sense of loneliness till a few days back.
Ya..the thought hit me like a constant pendulum that swings constantly back and forth between the extreme ends of my emotions
The dependence tt i always lend on was now gone..
It took me off my guard , so unprepared.
I haven arrange all the neccessary sequence of emotions, actions tt must be adopt
So questions like HOW?, WHAT IF?, I CANT, I DUNNO , I NEED , I WANT all comes in
Pops into your pea brain with a click.

This is where I have to force myself to accept the truth that the LoVe of my Life, My Best Friend , My Bash Bag , My cAndy Floss is serving the army.
Another Phrase of his Life
Yah, everyone knows the answers to questions
But, Practical doest always relates back to the theory.

My throat feel so choked up with tears tt i guess will never subside..
So father I pray, I pray for the strength.

Its not the 10 days that he would not be able to come out that kills me
But its the 4 freaking solid months that he will be only allowed to crawl out during the weekends THAT NAILED ME real Hard.

Not forgetting the whole of the service- 2 years!

So, knowing that 24/7 of our time is depleting with every single day that pass
The things that we did:

1) PAPA CHAN , MAMA CHAN ., KORKOR CHAN AND DIDI CHAN treated us to Sakura buffet in Jurong!

tt mrng we headed back to my deares chan house and waited for him to change before PAPA CHAN drove all of us to NTU to fetch KORKOR chan from hostel to dine in tgt.

But , deares chan wasnt feeling weell so he didnt ate much. He had a fever and a upset stomach.
So, Papa chan drove us back to my house he rested with me [ his good nurse ] I fed him panadols, and helped him with a fever pack!

Friday

MAMA lim and US went specially to this disney restaurant cos we wanted to head for IKEA for some stuffs.
So, guess who we saw?
Derrick HE WEI JIAN
yeah .. he was sitting beside us with 2 girls.
Spot him with his cap.