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Monday, October 06, 2008

This is going to be a significant Post!

BCOS

My Deares is enlisting into the Police Academy tmr!

at 8AM!!

It set my heart wavering since last week
I felt a sudden detachment
Never did I really feel the stench of still air, a sense of loneliness till a few days back.
Ya..the thought hit me like a constant pendulum that swings constantly back and forth between the extreme ends of my emotions
The dependence tt i always lend on was now gone..
It took me off my guard , so unprepared.
I haven arrange all the neccessary sequence of emotions, actions tt must be adopt
So questions like HOW?, WHAT IF?, I CANT, I DUNNO , I NEED , I WANT all comes in
Pops into your pea brain with a click.

This is where I have to force myself to accept the truth that the LoVe of my Life, My Best Friend , My Bash Bag , My cAndy Floss is serving the army.
Another Phrase of his Life
Yah, everyone knows the answers to questions
But, Practical doest always relates back to the theory.

My throat feel so choked up with tears tt i guess will never subside..
So father I pray, I pray for the strength.

Its not the 10 days that he would not be able to come out that kills me
But its the 4 freaking solid months that he will be only allowed to crawl out during the weekends THAT NAILED ME real Hard.

Not forgetting the whole of the service- 2 years!

So, knowing that 24/7 of our time is depleting with every single day that pass
The things that we did:

1) PAPA CHAN , MAMA CHAN ., KORKOR CHAN AND DIDI CHAN treated us to Sakura buffet in Jurong!

tt mrng we headed back to my deares chan house and waited for him to change before PAPA CHAN drove all of us to NTU to fetch KORKOR chan from hostel to dine in tgt.

But , deares chan wasnt feeling weell so he didnt ate much. He had a fever and a upset stomach.
So, Papa chan drove us back to my house he rested with me [ his good nurse ] I fed him panadols, and helped him with a fever pack!

Friday

MAMA lim and US went specially to this disney restaurant cos we wanted to head for IKEA for some stuffs.
So, guess who we saw?
Derrick HE WEI JIAN
yeah .. he was sitting beside us with 2 girls.
Spot him with his cap.